Sunday, July 31, 2011
A few highlights of this summer, so far
Saturday, July 30, 2011
On leaving home
I didn't think it would be this hard to move on. I really miss being comfortable and taken care of. I really miss my friends and family, and my dog. I really miss the sound of Medford rain and the car rides to Applegate and getting in trouble for talking too much in class. You can never go back. But God started something in me and you, and He won't stop what He's doing until it is perfect and complete. We won't be changed if we refuse to move forward in life. Here I am in the middle of France and I can say that I'm not who I was a year ago, or two months ago for that matter, and it's cuz God has taken me on a roller coaster of transformation. It hurts. Like when Aslan peels off Eustace's dragon skin, the first scratch cuts deep and wounds you. But I smile when i think of how God is making me more like Him every time I experience the pain of change. I feel like i've just begun a journey out of the valley and into the mountains. We don't see it now, I don't think we are able to, but Iknow that everything that happens is a step towards sanctification.
Praise Him.