Saturday, November 30, 2013

Acts

I think that, out of all the words I know how to use in the English language, the word I say the least is "obedience." It literally hurts to say that word. Like I'm experiencing heartburn or choking. And now I realize why it's so uncomfortable to spit that word out! I don't like the idea of it. I like being in control, being my own boss, doing my own thing. But how can I say I follow Christ if I refuse to... obey him. ouch. It's so painful to admit it, but I don't like to obey. The concept of doing something just because someone told me to do it kills me. 
So yesterday I tried an experiment. Horrified with the realization that my heart is so rebellious towards God, I decided to act. The entire day I just listened for what the Spirit was asking me to do. And I was surprised because they were actions that I have the opportunity to carry out every day, but I just don't. But they were actions. So many times I view our Christian calling as intangible. It's all about blessing others, speaking words of hope, touching hearts. But yesterday when I deliberately decided to obey the voice of the Lord, I found myself doing things. I had to use my hands, my feet, my words, my money, my time. And it was incredible. The reward that follows is a peace that passes all understanding.

Friday, November 1, 2013

Imagination Is Insufficiant

A week ago, I had no idea what was in store for the days to come. Who knew that I would find a group from Couchsurfing.org to go outdoor bouldering with, learn to lead climb in a rock gym, do a via ferrata in the Alps, and then get to lead climb outdoors the next day. 
That life. I can't get enough of it. 
Not only did I do all of the above, but I did it all in the context of French. Which means all of the climbing and technical terms involved in the process were French words. And, in the moments where I was most terrified, I had to explain myself in French, because all of their words of advice and encouragement were in French. Yikes. Just imagine how fast that could go downhill if I mixed up my verbs and vocab. Praise the Lord, I'm alive.

All that to say.... this has been an incredible week! I am so grateful for the amazing opportunities and the cool people that God sent my way.

Le Petit Desert, Vercors




Via Ferrata de Saint Hilaire du Touvet, Chartreuse







Les Trois Poucelles, Vercors